ATTENTION: I’m sorry but I know this subject is not accepted for everyone.

I am only writing about it because I think it is important for young people to be informed how damaging smoking is for out health.

I started to smoke with 16 years old, only because all my friends did, I thought I was super cool. I started to think that my ‘cigarette time’ was to relax, so every time I was nervous, anxious or stressed I needed to smoke to calm me. Last year I had a really bad time when I went to the doctor and he told that I was depressed, but I needed to quit smoking. In my head that was impossible, I saw in cigarettes a release of all my stress. I didn’t quit smoking but slowly reducing. Right now is 2016 and I don’t smoke.

I feel so proud, I was hard actually it is hard, thought I fight every single day.

My life changed and my body changed.

I am healthier.

What did changed since I quit smoking?

v I sleep better;

v My feet and hands circulation is now so much better, now I’m not freezing all the time;

v Smoke diminishes the taste of food and the reduces the sense of smell;

v Cigarettes are so bad for teeth;

v You waste so much money for an addiction, so when I quit smoking, now I save a good amount of money;

v Smoking doesn’t release any stress;

v Cigarettes didn’t made skinny;

v Be more kissable;

Contour Kit - Medium - 12€

I was a little suspicious, I knew the brand but I had no idea what to expect. I decided to give it a try. I made a big mistake, I bought the wrong color for me. The color medium it is extremely darker from me, but I try to make it work. I use it almost every single day, my favorite thing about this palette is definitely the bronzer and highlighter. The color of this blush is a bit to orange and sparkling for me. I know that will rock this kit on summer time.

Palette – Enchanted Forest – 10€

I loved so much the contour kit that i want to try this palette. All this colors are amazing, that is what made me choose this one. I was shocked when I saw that this eyeshadow palette is cheaper than the contour kit.

I definitely like it, but I am a bit disappointed because it is so hard for me to blend the colors.

Every time I use it I need to have patience to blend all the colors.

Really nice pigmentation for the price, but favorite thing is the packaging loving the simple and classic black on palettes.

From My Heart

A million stars up in the sky

one shines brighter I can't deny

A love so precious a love so true

a love that comes from me to you

The angels sing when you are near

within your arms I have nothing to fear

You always know just what to say

just talking to you makes my day

I love you honey with all of my heart

together forever and never to part.

Source: http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/from-my-heart#ixzz3yCdEgITA

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“The remarkable love story inspired by the lives of artists Lili Elbe and Gerda Wegener. Lili and Gerda's marriage and work evolve as they navigate Lili's groundbreaking journey as a transgender pioneer.”

I saw this movie, last weekend and I am totally obsessed.

The essence of this history, the fact that talks about art, all this old clothes from 1920, that is amazing. Tom Hooper lives a drama constantly about who he is and the dimension of the movie about gender people.

 Lili’s body is biologically male but on the inside she is female, she represents so many people that live the same situation every day. What an evolution! Transgender people in a movie. It is so important for our society to see this movie, maybe will change some peoples mind. The end of story is so heartbreaking, but it is beautiful to see Lili’s fight for what she wanted to be.

#1 Outfit  - Super Sexy Black

It shows how sexy she can be, as sexy as VS Angels.

November 10, 2015- Selena Gomez stormed the stage at the 2015 Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show in NYC looking FIERCE and SEXY (the capital letters are mandatory) wearing a custom black plunging dress with cut-outs by Jolibe Atelier.

She accessorized with a badass pair of Saint Laurent boots.

#2 Outfit - Baby Pink Angel

This Dress is super simple and bright.

She looks stunning.

November 1, 2015- Selena Gomez attended the 19th Annual Hollywood Film Awards tonight in LA and served us minimalist elegance. She wore a Narciso Rodriguez slip gown from the label’s Resort 2016 Collection.

She also wore Jewelry by Maison Dauphin and Jimmy Choo shoes.

#3 Outfit - Casual Queen

Loving these jeans and the blue crop top on her, it really complements her body, she finished the look she wore a big beige coat.

November 24, 2015- Our favorite jetsetter Selena Gomez was photographed arriving at LAX Airport in Los Angeles yesterday. She showed some skin (and tan!) .

#4 Outfit - Greek Goddess

Omg, she look so beautiful, this look is definitely my favorite of all. Even her jewelry is stunning and adds a pop of color to the look.

January 10, 2016- Selena Gomez looked angelic on the carpet at the 2016 Warner Brothers/ Instyle Golden Globes party tonight wearing a custom off the shoulder pink gown from the J Mendel Pre-Fall 2016 Collection.

She completed her look with Jimmy Choo sandals, Jacob & Co jewelry and a Rauwolf clutch

#5 Outfit – No Neck

Selena is a beautiful girl, but I don’t like this dresses on her. It looks like her dress ate her neck. Her hair is too voluminous for this look, sorry, but I don’t get it.

December 16, 2015- Selena Gomez went for a decidedly more demure look for her last Jingle Ball red carpet in Chicago, IL last night. She looked comfy and cozy in a white Victoria Beckham Spring 2016 sweater and maxi skirt outfit.

#6 Outfit - Loud Leather

Her makeup and hair looks stunning, but the dress. What is wrong with this dress? I don’t like the color, the material or the design. This dress makes me feel bad.

January 12, 2016- Selena Gomez took the blue carpet at UNICEF’s 6th annual Biennial Ball in Beverly Hills CA tonight. She was the lady in red, wearing a leather plunging gown with flower cut outs.

#7 Outfit – Naked Back

This dress is probably my least favorite.

Selena has an amazing body but this dress doesn’t fit her well, I mean the design itself, I don’t think won't fit anyone, I saw a model wear it and I didn’t like it.

Around the neck as a black tube at least it looks like one.

November 22, 2015- Selena Gomez graced the carpet of the 2015 American Music Awards earlier this week. She complimented her sparkling crimson dress with a sleek pair of Jimmy Choo ‘Minny’ Black Sandals, which are from the Pre-Fall 2015 collection and are now sold out.

She wore these with a Givenchy dress.

#8 Outfit – Vintage Princess

I think I never saw Selena wear something so vintage and unexpected . I like it, the dress is super pretty and lightsome. My favorite piece is the open shoulder coat. This coat adds more sexiness to the total outfit. One of my favorites, super classy and elegant.

December 11 2015- Selena Gomez took the blue carpet at the Billboard Women in Music Awards today in New York. We are happy to see her pretty in pink! She wore a fun Rodarte Fall 2015 dress for the occasion.

P.s: I’m not judging Selena or the designer; I am only giving my opinion.

Credits: SelenasCloset

Nature's Way

Upon a nice mid-spring day,

Let's take a look at Nature's way,

Breathe the scent of nice fresh air,

Feel the breeze within your hair.

The grass will poke between your toes,

Smell the flowers with your nose,

Clouds form shapes within the skies,

And light will glisten from your eyes.

Hear the buzzing of the bees,

Climb the tallest willow trees,

Look across the meadow way,

And you shall see a young deer play.

Pick the daisies as they grow,

Watch a gentle cold stream flow,

Know the sounds of water splash,

Catch its glimmer in a flash.

When altogether all seems sound,

Lay yourself upon the ground,

Take a moment to inhale,

And listen to Nature tell her tale...

Source: http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/natures-way#ixzz3xpK7S5EL

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* Blue with White Stripes  – 5,99€

* Basic T-shirts - Dark Grey, Black, Light Grey, Burgundy - 3,99€

* Burgundy with Rose Gold Quote - 7,99€ 

All this I bought was on sale. I really love ZARA's basic T-shirts. They have really nice quality.

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Today I made a choice to follow my dream, which is to live in EUA. I want to become au pair. I want to live in a different country to see what the culture is like from a very realistic point of view, travel with my family, watch the little ones grow every day, teach and learn a language and meet tons of other au pairs. I know this is definitely what I want, but I was too scared to even think about it. I don’t fit where I live, I don’t belong here. I am sure if I move I will find myself.

All this motivation and determination came when I was watching a YouTuber (Brazilian Girl). I started to watch her videos and something about her makes me what to be her.

She inspired me so much to take the risk, to fearless. She encouraged me to live the life what I always want to live.

Thank you so much, Jenifer (Jen Jeans),

You definitely changed my life

Jen Jeans

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Zoe

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Thats Heart

Meghan Rosette

Dani Mansutti

Shani Grimmond

Today I saw the Golden Globes Award, I wanted to know who went to the event and what they wore. I have to admit it, IT WAS AMAZING! So I decided to post some of my favorite dresses, it was hard because there were so many beautiful dresses, all of them are so stunning.

My Anxiety – a social anxiety disorder

It is hard to me to tell what anxiety is.

So I am going try my best to explain it.

§  I never know when I am going to feel anxious or the reason.

§  Even when I feel fine, I am always expecting something is going to happen.

§  Sometimes I want to be alone not because I am anti-social, but because I need to understand what is going on with me.

§  The best thing for my anxiety is home and the people that I love around me.

§  Anxiety makes think all the time and that is exhausting.

§  I am tired to hear people saying that I am to dramatic, I can’t control all the rush in my body when I am anxious.

§  The fact that I can’t do it doesn’t mean I care; I get disappointed with myself.

§  Anxiety is hide, you can’t see it, but is always there.

§  Some days I just want to cry because I can’t control it, I hate it.

§  Meditation really helps me, I call it ‘me time’.

I went to Wikipedia for a definition of anxiety.

Anxiety is an emotion characterized (…) by nervous behavior.

Anxiety is not the same as fear, which is a response to a real or perceived immediate threat; whereas anxiety is the expectation of future threat.

When I saw Meghan’s video I saw her describing like she was feeling what I feel every day. It is so good to feel that I am not alone. If you have anxiety you are not alone, I understand you, I understand what you feel and how hard it is.

2015 wasn’t definitely my year. I made so many mistakes, but I still feel blessed for all the little things that I conquer.

The time flies so many ups and downs, so many tears and laughs.

Last year I was too negative, too lazy to do things that make me happy. I cried for no reason, just because I was unhappy. I was always getting excuses for everything, like, I’m too depressed to go out, to clean my room.

 I regret that a lot, I can’t let a depression stop me, I need to move on, do what I love.

This year I won’t waste time with excuses or tears. I will fight more. I will be more positive, loving and active.

WE need to love more... love more ourselves.

HAPPY 2016!